In other news… the ‘other guy’ has simply disappeared out of my life. Thank God. No awkward talks, no weird, “I’m just not that into you”.. or confessions that when I kiss you I feel NOTHING. We were supposed to go out last week, but I never reached out, and neither did he. Phew! So glad. BUT… seriously- he rejected me ? ??
Mr. Baseball and I went out again too, and it was really fun. Just drinks and a movie, but it was nice, and he was sweet, and the conversation was actually interesting. So yesterday we went bowling and I was honestly excited to see him. And …. It was a bore. And we were bowling! WTF is wrong with me??? Every time I look forward to seeing him, I have a terrible time. When I dread the date, we have fun. I don’t know why I want to keep giving him another shot. (?) I can’t figure out if I don’t like him because I am a judgmental b*tch or if he is just too goofy for me and he really is the problem. Ugh. This time, I really think I do need to end it. L He dropped more than a few “babies” and “honies” and rather than find them endearing, I cringed. Probably not a good sign, eh?
Back to the drawing board…
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