Not the first word that comes to mind when going through a break up. Unfortunately, my sweetie and I have parted ways. The simple and brutal truth is we wanted different lives going forward. I see kids and sporting events, camping trips, and chaos, and he didn’t. It was unfair for both of us to move forward when we wanted different things. And ultimately we were each unhappy and realized that we can’t be each others happiness. It’s been tough, we’re still friends, but I wont lie; my heart breaks every day that we are not together.
So in honor of the love that we shared, and the love that we have for each other that has allowed us to let the other go; my new mission is to find MY happiness. Life is short, and I want mine to be filled with as much pure joy and laughter as possible. I want a job that fulfills me and excites me; that I have a passion for and can contribute with. I want to be happy with my every day, despite who is or is not in it. Eventually yes, I want a man who loves me madly, and wants to seek adventure and excitement round each corner. Who will be my partner , my lover and my best friend. But my focus now is to figure out what my happiness really is… I owe it to my sweetie.
